I haven't been reading other people's blogs lately since I've been busy and tired. But I did just go and read my friend's blog- Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies. I've been wondering how she is, and I really miss her! I know how difficult it would be for her to even read my blog. We were due at the same time, and now I have twins and she doesn't have Devin with her. It's so unfair. So I went to read her blog and read the rest of her birth story that she finished, and I just sat there bawling. I've been thinking about how difficult things are at times, and especially about how me and hubby have been fighting a lot. But after reading that, it just puts everything into perspective. Not that I ever took my girls for granted for one second, but it just reminded me of what I DO have and how grateful I am. And how totally unfair life is. Nobody should ever have to go through that- I can't even begin to imagine what it is like- but especially Nat. She is such a great person and would be- IS- the best mom ever. I hate that this happened to her, I hate that she's not a part of the message board group anymore- I miss you Nat! But I totally understand.